I overslept.

When I say things...
Do they always sound like lies?

Why is it that it's only when I'm drunk and high that people believe what i say.
Why do I get texts that inform me of the fact that I'm about to lose someone I never wanted?
Why DON'T the right people believe my drunken texts?
I think I already have enough brothers.
I never thought that I would say that.
Why does everything I do seem to not make one of my best friends happy?
Everyone has some idea of who I should be with.
The problem is EVERYONE has some idea of who i should be with and I have no idea.
It's like a new personality trait.
I'm the type of person that everyone thinks is dating everyone else.
I'd like to be settled
But that's just today.
Friday I wanted to be a kid.
I've had enough of that.
I'm never satisfied.