Saturday, February 28, 2009

I'm falling in like...

I could sit here and watch you sleep for hours.
I love watching you sleep.
I don't think I could be any happier.
God is amazing and i thank him constantly for sending me someone like you.
Not even just someone like you.
He sent me you.
I don't deserve to be this happy.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Yeah Timing is Goddamn Everything!

Who am I to expect so much?
Why did i think i was so damn important?
I obviously wasn't.
What an excuse.
Is this a real reason to be angry?
Nothing is happening!
Nothing will ever happen!
All the air rushing through your head is slowing us down!

I want perfect.
I deserve perfect.
I feel like i've been waiting an eternity.
and still i'm waiting
No helpful signs?
No options?
Just more cracks in the only foundation i have...
What a sense of humor you seem to have God.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

It's been quite awhile hasn't it?

Timing is Everything.
tick tick tick tick
pass you on the sidewalk
smile. look down. sigh. too soon.
tick tick tick tick
I'm going in. You're coming out.
smile. hi. look down. sigh. still too soon.
tick tick tick tick
i'm on drums. you sing. Thank God for Rockband.
question. answer. sigh. It'll never be time.
Concert. Our element. Amazing.
question. answer. silence. sigh.
wait.
Could it almost be time?
tick tick tick tick
What now?