For the boys who wear eyeliner and the girls who love them...

I'm not playing games this time
I wont hurt you again I Wont!
I can be patient
I only want to be the person you thought i was in the beginning
I don't need you in my life
and you don't need me in yours
and even considering us is the biggest risk of all
What if it happens all over again?
What if we just aren't meant to be together?
What if i am evil....
What if I'm just too selfish to ever make you happy?
I'm too optimistic to believe it....
You are etched so much onto me that i know that's not the case
What if we really do complete each other the way i feel like we do?
I miss you effortlessly
but being with you wont be effortless
I think it might be worth it
I think that is what love is about...
taking these overwhelming risks when the odds are stacked against you
knowing that being wrong will hurt so badly
and make you feel so stupid for letting it happen again
but if we aren't wrong...if our hearts actually know what they are beating on about...
it could be indescribable...
I love you....and still more everyday...
The only way i know to help you learn to trust me again is to prove it to you
I want to prove how i feel for you
i gave you a chance in the beginning when it seemed a lost cause
please give me a chance...
If my life were perfect now (which it's not btw)
if it were the perfect movie theater nachos...
I wouldn't even try to eat them without the cheese...
It would be such a waste...
You are the cheese on my movie theater nachos.